my web page is oh so amazing.....                           

reassurance found in the eyes of strangers

though only from a surface smile

happiness is real 

but with a constant need for change-

what already is within your reach 

will become impossible.

moments suffering through self improvement

discovery of emotion-

it existed before but you ignored

each sound which gave some hint 

of being.

and so now

confusion-

happiness will come

with the acceptance

that not everything is going to 

be defined.

sometimes it is there-

just not spelled out.

Cause he looked both ways but he was so afraid

diggin deeper through the ditch

with every chance he missed

and the mess he made

cause hate is such a strong word

and every brick he laid

a mistake they say

that his walls are getting taller 

his world is getting smaller

Critics at their worst could never criticize

The way that you do

No, there’s no one else, I find,

To undermine or dash a hope

Quite like you

And you do it so casually, too

Cause nothing is good enough

For people like you

Who have to have someone take the fall

And something to sabotage--

Determined to lose it all

So sturdy up, sturdy up your heart,

for the road is long ahead.

I'll be with you even though we're apart,

but the road is yours to tread

 

It is ok when each day ends in silence.

a love can be found

through words never spoken

but rather actions preformed.

a persons eyes

hope

when all is thought to be lost

a person will fight.

And will fail.

I grow so tried of the idea that love

is some mystical emotion that all

should aspire to obtain

love is cruel

love is the one thing that can make even the strongest

cruble within it’s grasp

turn us into assholes and fools

love in the simplest words... Is a bitch

I guess I’m pissed. People could have it all

yet fall to the power of their cunt

mind-

the idea of love

take these feelings from me

they are worthless

even more so now.